I lack spine, I know
May. 28th, 2009 03:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rikke_leonhartDear anon commenter(s) on Moments, Learn You Inside Out, Stars and various drawings,
I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it, but when you continously comment on my non-locked posts, drawings and fics, and keep on being anonymous, I'll just address it here and hope you read it. If not, tough, not my problem.
First of all, feel free to think of me as a nasty bitch, you're entirely entitled to your own opinions. Feel free to think my writing sucks and that my drawings are bad, though you contradict yourself a lot when you say what you do.
For example, you say, "You always say that your drawings are bad, even though you know they aren't."
Aha, earlier, you said I should stop posting them because they're ugly and now you say that I'm aware they are good. Make up your mind.
Secondly, you want me to stop deluding myself with thinking that people here actually like me. Now, I know for a fact that at least some of them like me, but take that up with my flist if you feel like it. They would, probably, not have friended me if they thought I was the biggest idiot in the universe.
Thirdly - you say I'm sick and a twisted fuck, and that I'm hiding my true and ugly self from my flist. And why?
"You write twincest and you hide it. The people on your f-list doesn't know who you are."
Eeeeeeh. It doesn't exactly take a genius to find my old fic-journal. You found it, didn't you?
I don't feel like I've been hiding that fact, seeing as the fics have been posted publicly at more than one place. I cannot stress enough that it's purely fiction and that if I ever saw a pair of twins make out, I would probably freak the fuck out. It's fantasies, we're all entitled to have them.
If the internetz disturbs you, get out, seriously.
Lastly - I don't really get why you feel the need to comment and tell me, repeatedly, how much you hate my black guts. Seriously, feel free to think I'm the spawn of Satan and hope I burn in hell, I honestly don't give a flying fuck what you think of me, but it worries me that you bother to comment on eight posts. You need a life. OR Arashi in your life.
Possibly both.
If you have a problem with me, can't stand me or my presence here, then what the hell are you even doing in my journal? That's just being masochistic.
Honestly, cheer up a bit. Search for Kitto Daijoubu on Youtube.
Love, Rikke.
And in case you didn't know before this, yes, I wrote twincest, and yes, I read it. Not secret. If you want to de-friend me, go ahead.
How have you all been?
I know I've been horrible in getting back to you and checking up on you lately, but there's seriously not enough time! Anyone in possession of a time turner?
And I just bought the t-shirt TH designed for the Fashion Against Aids campaign - it's very pretty, actually.
*hugs you all*
/Runs off to Japanese class
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Date: 2009-05-28 02:31 pm (UTC)(and about the first problem, can't you just disable the option for anon comments?O.o)
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Date: 2009-05-28 02:40 pm (UTC)I've done it now, but I just never felt the need to before now D:
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Date: 2009-05-28 02:45 pm (UTC)ZOMFG I write twincest too *is shocked again*
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Date: 2009-05-28 02:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-28 03:54 pm (UTC)Mwahahahaha!! To hell in a handbasket I go! But hot damn I'm in good company! *hugs you*
Stupid girl (the anon commenter I mean)! What ever happened to "Don't like don't read don't like don't look!"
And hey I don't like you rikke .... I love you I'm crazy about you!!!! I adore your fic and your art is bloody gorgeous!
That silly bint needs to uhmm ... get a life or maybe some fish!
*hugs and still clinging*
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Date: 2009-05-28 04:55 pm (UTC)I have never written twincest! There's many things I haven't written YET. I should, just to annoy the crap out of that bitch..(and to join you two in hell) 8D
Seriously that person has such a..a ..frankly just plain stupid way of thinking.
Just for the record: I love you very much. I didn't know of the twincest and I still love you (both). Now more than ever, in fact. (I mean Rikke, you did recommend the Kitto D -treatment for the mental! And Zan would send her fishing! XDDD Oh you guys~~~~~ <3)
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:06 pm (UTC)I just don't get anon commenting at all D: It's not as if I'm bothered by it for real, I just don't get it. At. All.
I'm so overwhelmed by your love and support, you're seriously the best friends I could ask for. Honestly you have no idea how much you both mean to me.
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Date: 2009-05-29 12:08 am (UTC)Anyway I was saying that twincest was for Saiyuki anime/manga fandom, and it is canon.
Also Ohno will agree that fishing is good for the soul.
I love you two back soooo hard. *hugs tightly*
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Date: 2009-05-29 07:55 am (UTC)Ohno will just agree that fishing fixes everything.
<333333
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Date: 2009-05-28 04:04 pm (UTC)I am so curious, what fandom, teh twincest?? |D?
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:07 pm (UTC)But damn, I love you <3
Eeeh, Tokio Hotel fandom XD
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Date: 2009-05-29 12:29 am (UTC)ILU, TOOOO~~~ we are just love-filled squishies, aren't we? <3
... HOHO. *_____*no subject
Date: 2009-05-29 07:57 am (UTC)Indeed we are xD Why hatin' when we could be lovin''''~~~?
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Date: 2009-05-28 04:39 pm (UTC)Rikke is not paying or blackmailing me to be her friend.
I hope you aren't bashing her fics or anything too, because it should be "The people on your f-list don't know who you are" - okay?
If she's trying to hide the fact that she writes twincest, she's seriously failing. I don't think anyone here has a problem with that, and even if they did? You can like someone and disagree with them at the same time. Amazing, I know.
I'm sure you think you're doing a good thing by insulting people over the internet, but I think you need little more rainbow sparkles in your life. Why don't you watch some Arashi? Buy a puppy? Eat some ice cream with lots of sprinkles? They'll make you feel much better :D
Love, Sarah (who happens to love Rikke)
I MISS YOU TOOOOOO~
I wish I had a time turner. I need one too OTL
*huggles back*
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:10 pm (UTC)If she's trying to hide the fact that she writes twincest, she's seriously failing.
OMG, I love you <333333333
Thank you for your kind and amazing words, I love you :)
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:35 pm (UTC)Well, you are. I knew before I even friended you (I don't know how, but I did XD )
Love you too, darling <333
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:42 pm (UTC)YOU KNOW YOU LIKE ITYou are, too. So very sweet and always there when I need to vent <3
<3333333333333333333333333333
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:59 pm (UTC)AS LONG AS YOU KEEP THE OHMIYA AND THE SPARKLIES COMINGAw <3 You're one of my favorite people to talk to on the internet, whether it's to rant or flail or compliment each other profusely. You're the sweetheart <333
So many hearts, all for me? :D I'm sure anon is just jealous that they don't have shiny friends to exchange hearts with.
<33333333333333333333333
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Date: 2009-05-29 08:23 am (UTC)COUNT ON ITYou too, I get so happy when I get a message from you :D
All the hearts in the world, if you want <3
Anon is a sad being with no luuuuv :(
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Date: 2009-05-28 11:52 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-05-28 04:46 pm (UTC)And probably those commenters are jealous of your hard work, because your works are good, I know what I'm saying! =)
And after an answer like that, I'm becoming more more fan of yours!! *_*
I've never read twincest, only... Elricest (FMA)?? Oh, I miss them too! ;_;
Take care!
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:15 pm (UTC)I know people will bother me with crappy comments and I've got a lot over the years and I really don't mind. I just think that anon is too low. I've now made it impossible for anons to comment in my journal. I didn't want to because I don't want to be that strict, but apparently, I have to.
You're always so kind to me and give so much support, and thank you so much :)
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Date: 2009-05-29 02:34 am (UTC)Some artists suffer with scandals, others suffer with poor crappy commenters!! Well, that's the life of an artist!! =)
Of course I'll support you, what kind of fan would I be if I don't? =)
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Date: 2009-05-29 09:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-28 05:06 pm (UTC)oh man envy. H&M shirt, dunno how to buy it... doesn't ship to our country, and no h&m outlet here :\
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:17 pm (UTC)I can buy it for you and send it to you?
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Date: 2009-05-29 09:46 am (UTC)For real?!! wow... *dances* sure it won't be a hassle for you? How much is the shirt? I'm not really good with sizes :( Thanks thanks thanks ... how to pay you w/ shipping and other charges? paypal? Thanks thanks thanks again
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Date: 2009-05-29 09:56 am (UTC)I just stole the measures posted by killclosedrown on th_apex, since I'm rubbish with sizes, too xD;
"A "4-6" is a small, "8-10" is a medium," and "12" is a large." But, ehm, the sizes are in numbers here D: Mine is 40, though I usually go for 38. The sizes are a bit small D:
Hope that helped, even marginally O.O
The shirt is about 17$ and I'm sure I can ship for less than 10. I'll get to it, but is sure as hell shouldn't be more expensive than that.
Paypal is fine, let's clear that up when I've got my hands on the shirt :)
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Date: 2009-05-29 10:53 am (UTC)is it ok if i get your email to contact you there instead?
thanks!!!!
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Date: 2009-05-29 11:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-28 05:14 pm (UTC)Secondly...I know what it's like to get attacked like this. (Admittedly the cases were different, I was accused of writing rape and passing it off as romance) but I know how much it sucks to have people tearing your work apart maliciously. It’s one thing to get constructive criticism, it’s quite another to have to read blatant hate spam with no purpose other then to demoralize you. Am I wrong for thinking this person seems to really have it out for you and is just hell-bent on knocking you over? Granted I knew who my attackers were and can avoid them on lj now, but they're really hiding behind anonymous? That's just pusillanimity.
Though I personally can't say I enjoy twincest, I respect that lots of people have it as fantasies. Hell one of my fantasies is Nino/Ohno/Nino so that's kinda in the same ballpark. I will never understand the judgmental people who are so quick hate, and there seems to be more and more of them on the internet these days. You're right, they DO need more Arashi in their lives. Ah that's it...I bet the annony person is a Kat-tun fan.
Ah...what I'm trying to say is, don't let it get you down. You do have lots of Lj friends (which you already know) and you have even more talent in all of your projects be it art or fic-writing.
*gives you Ohmiya cuddling in a box in case you need a pick-me-up too*
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:37 pm (UTC)I only discovered the rape-thing long after it had blown over, but I thought that it was overreaction.
It's not even that they are tearing my fics apart, they just generalize everything and tell me that every word from me is the worst thing they've ever read. I think that the worst part is that they can't specifically tell me what they dislike, but that they just choose to hate everything.
Honestly, I can respect if people don't like me, my opinions and my work. I don't necessarily require to know the reason, but it's nice to know.
But I absolutely cannot respect the fact that they don't even stand by their opinions and go anon. That's just pathetic.
They accused my of believing myself to be a BNF, but seriously, uuuh, how about NO?
That's just about the most riduclous thing I've ever heard.
rofl, am I so famous I get to have my own personal hater?
I've always prided myself for being open-minded about people's fantasies, and though I don't always get the same treatment, it would be nice. I mean, I don't care if people don't like it, there's always the choice of reading and not reading. If they have got their panties in a twist over twincest (and my version isn't even graphic) they get a shock when they visit the rest of the internet.
I agree, people are so quick to hate these days. Why so much hatin'? ;;__;;
I bet you're right, perhaps they've read one of my numerous "I REALLY REALLY CAN'T STAND AKANISHI"-comments and that set them off?
I'm so thankful of my amazing flist, and of course, for you too. Thank you for your support, it means a lot to me that I have friends like you to support me.
*loves the Ohmiya cuddling*
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Date: 2009-05-28 11:59 pm (UTC)*showers love on the Kosmos!" by the way ... pusillanimity. An awesome word and can I show my ignorance and ask what it means please! Hee no time no time to look it up for myself!!!
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Date: 2009-05-28 08:44 pm (UTC)i hope your Flist is showing you some proper lovin'! <33333
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Date: 2009-05-28 10:21 pm (UTC)My flist is amazing, seriously, so much love in one thread <3
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Date: 2009-05-29 02:36 am (UTC)Re: twincest, lol. I can't judge, I was in HP fandom for a long time, ha ha, I know all about that stuff. Write whatever you want, bb, it's called fanfiction for a reason. :)
Hope this guy didn't make you too upset. It's great to see you addressing it in the open like this though. Be strong! ♥
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Date: 2009-05-29 09:23 am (UTC)Well, I'll just write what I want to as long as I think it's fun^^ And I'm really considering promoting my old fic-journal xD Childish? Yes xD
No, not really. It's not as if I'm actually upset, I just think it's annoying T___T
Thank you for your support <3
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Date: 2009-05-29 04:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-29 09:24 am (UTC)I like you, too, mortal! <3
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Date: 2009-05-29 05:25 pm (UTC)(not really much of a problem more like an irritating itch)
I think it's horrid for someone to anonymously comment on something that hateful purely to piss you off, comments should either be live or helpful remarks.
I love your writing and art because it's beautifully done, I think whatever content you throw into it, I'll still love it and read it and comment 'kadhjahdjkahdjahadj twincest &hearts' like I'll always do.
I'll support you all the way (not that you need it seriously with the bulk of people in your f-list ;D)
OH AND I LOVE PORN.
GAY PORN.
WHO DEOSN'T?
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO OR WHAT OR WHATEVER.
ps: hope my ohno icon will make something right again XD
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Date: 2009-06-12 11:18 pm (UTC)Well, I have no problems with people hating me or my works, but if they want to hate, either stay clear of me or stand by what you feel. That whole hiding behind anon is just cowardice.
Oh you <3333
Seriously, my flist has been amazing, and you too! I don't know how I've managed to get such an awesome bulk of friends <3
OMG <33333333
Oh, yes!
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Date: 2009-09-09 12:19 pm (UTC)NO WORRIES! I SHALL FRIEND YOU NOW! (Because you are awesome and i've been wanting to do this for a long time and because 'they are jealous because we are special!')
(Sorry, I'm quoting my lit text nowO.o)
I read my old stories sometimes. And wince. A LOT. And still do at my new work too, sometimes XD
Well, we have our moments:D
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