I lack spine, I know

[rikke_leonhart]

Dear anon commenter(s) on Moments, Learn You Inside Out, Stars and various drawings,

I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it, but when you continously comment on my non-locked posts, drawings and fics, and keep on being anonymous, I'll just address it here and hope you read it. If not, tough, not my problem.
First of all, feel free to think of me as a nasty bitch, you're entirely entitled to your own opinions. Feel free to think my writing sucks and that my drawings are bad, though you contradict yourself a lot when you say what you do.
For example, you say, "You always say that your drawings are bad, even though you know they aren't."
Aha, earlier, you said I should stop posting them because they're ugly and now you say that I'm aware they are good. Make up your mind.
Secondly, you want me to stop deluding myself with thinking that people here actually like me. Now, I know for a fact that at least some of them like me, but take that up with my flist if you feel like it. They would, probably, not have friended me if they thought I was the biggest idiot in the universe.
Thirdly - you say I'm sick and a twisted fuck, and that I'm hiding my true and ugly self from my flist. And why?
"You write twincest and you hide it. The people on your f-list doesn't know who you are."
Eeeeeeh. It doesn't exactly take a genius to find my old fic-journal. You found it, didn't you?
I don't feel like I've been hiding that fact, seeing as the fics have been posted publicly at more than one place. I cannot stress enough that it's purely fiction and that if I ever saw a pair of twins make out, I would probably freak the fuck out. It's fantasies, we're all entitled to have them.
If the internetz disturbs you, get out, seriously.

Lastly - I don't really get why you feel the need to comment and tell me, repeatedly, how much you hate my black guts. Seriously, feel free to think I'm the spawn of Satan and hope I burn in hell, I honestly don't give a flying fuck what you think of me, but it worries me that you bother to comment on eight posts. You need a life. OR Arashi in your life.
Possibly both.
If you have a problem with me, can't stand me or my presence here, then what the hell are you even doing in my journal? That's just being masochistic.
Honestly, cheer up a bit. Search for Kitto Daijoubu on Youtube.

Love, Rikke.

 

THAT SAID, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, FLIST.

And in case you didn't know before this, yes, I wrote twincest, and yes, I read it. Not secret. If you want to de-friend me, go ahead.

How have you all been?
I know I've been horrible in getting back to you and checking up on you lately, but there's seriously not enough time! Anyone in possession of a time turner?

And I just bought the t-shirt TH designed for the Fashion Against Aids campaign - it's very pretty, actually.

*hugs you all*

/Runs off to Japanese class

Comments

[anachan87.livejournal.com]

ZOMFG you write twincest?*_______________________*


(and about the first problem, can't you just disable the option for anon comments?O.o)

[i-am-zan.livejournal.com]

I declare myself as a writer of twincest too!!!

Mwahahahaha!! To hell in a handbasket I go! But hot damn I'm in good company! *hugs you*

Stupid girl (the anon commenter I mean)! What ever happened to "Don't like don't read don't like don't look!"

And hey I don't like you rikke .... I love you I'm crazy about you!!!! I adore your fic and your art is bloody gorgeous!

That silly bint needs to uhmm ... get a life or maybe some fish!

*hugs and still clinging*

[isaofdoom.livejournal.com]

I STILL LOVE YOU ♥, you horrible twincest-writing spawn! Take that!! >D >D >D

I am so curious, what fandom, teh twincest?? |D?

[kailice.livejournal.com]

Dear anon,

Rikke is not paying or blackmailing me to be her friend.
I hope you aren't bashing her fics or anything too, because it should be "The people on your f-list don't know who you are" - okay?
If she's trying to hide the fact that she writes twincest, she's seriously failing. I don't think anyone here has a problem with that, and even if they did? You can like someone and disagree with them at the same time. Amazing, I know.
I'm sure you think you're doing a good thing by insulting people over the internet, but I think you need little more rainbow sparkles in your life. Why don't you watch some Arashi? Buy a puppy? Eat some ice cream with lots of sprinkles? They'll make you feel much better :D

Love, Sarah (who happens to love Rikke)


I MISS YOU TOOOOOO~
I wish I had a time turner. I need one too OTL
*huggles back*

[cris-kanaschiro.livejournal.com]

Reading your post it made me remember what a friend of mine said once about writing fics, there'll be people who will bother you with crappy comments! And believe me, she was awesome (this friend of mine, you and SunHawk are my favorites).
And probably those commenters are jealous of your hard work, because your works are good, I know what I'm saying! =)
And after an answer like that, I'm becoming more more fan of yours!! *_*
I've never read twincest, only... Elricest (FMA)?? Oh, I miss them too! ;_;
Take care!

[tampabayrocky.livejournal.com]

twincest... what's that :p hahah

oh man envy. H&M shirt, dunno how to buy it... doesn't ship to our country, and no h&m outlet here :\

[kos-mos26.livejournal.com]

First and foremost...despite that we haven't really known each other for long...or had much conversation that wasn't flail, I can tell you're a great person.

Secondly...I know what it's like to get attacked like this. (Admittedly the cases were different, I was accused of writing rape and passing it off as romance) but I know how much it sucks to have people tearing your work apart maliciously. It’s one thing to get constructive criticism, it’s quite another to have to read blatant hate spam with no purpose other then to demoralize you. Am I wrong for thinking this person seems to really have it out for you and is just hell-bent on knocking you over? Granted I knew who my attackers were and can avoid them on lj now, but they're really hiding behind anonymous? That's just pusillanimity.

Though I personally can't say I enjoy twincest, I respect that lots of people have it as fantasies. Hell one of my fantasies is Nino/Ohno/Nino so that's kinda in the same ballpark. I will never understand the judgmental people who are so quick hate, and there seems to be more and more of them on the internet these days. You're right, they DO need more Arashi in their lives. Ah that's it...I bet the annony person is a Kat-tun fan.

Ah...what I'm trying to say is, don't let it get you down. You do have lots of Lj friends (which you already know) and you have even more talent in all of your projects be it art or fic-writing.

*gives you Ohmiya cuddling in a box in case you need a pick-me-up too*

[strssna.livejournal.com]

Who the hell is that anal to come bother someones personal journal and be such a nasty person? Eugh. No love.

[daisuki-dkzen.livejournal.com]

*uuugh* why cant flamers just get a life? and if you're going to have an opinion, at least have the balls to put yourself out there and let people know who the hell you are. not this anon b.s. srsly people, you blog and read other peoples blog because you have things in common. NOT to go cyberstalk someone you dont agree with.

i hope your Flist is showing you some proper lovin'! <33333

[primroseshows.livejournal.com]

This person needs to grow up. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion but using such a hateful method to express it is just juvenile. And with a comment like this: "You always say that your drawings are bad, even though you know they aren't" I seriously doubt that the person hates your work. Maybe jealous? Frustrated? idek.

Re: twincest, lol. I can't judge, I was in HP fandom for a long time, ha ha, I know all about that stuff. Write whatever you want, bb, it's called fanfiction for a reason. :)

Hope this guy didn't make you too upset. It's great to see you addressing it in the open like this though. Be strong! ♥

[trivialaffair.livejournal.com]

Um hi I like you :D

[panthera-mort.livejournal.com]

Eurgh. Sorry to hear about these problems you've been facing.
(not really much of a problem more like an irritating itch)

I think it's horrid for someone to anonymously comment on something that hateful purely to piss you off, comments should either be live or helpful remarks.

I love your writing and art because it's beautifully done, I think whatever content you throw into it, I'll still love it and read it and comment 'kadhjahdjkahdjahadj twincest &hearts' like I'll always do.

I'll support you all the way (not that you need it seriously with the bulk of people in your f-list ;D)

OH AND I LOVE PORN.
GAY PORN.
WHO DEOSN'T?
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO OR WHAT OR WHATEVER.

ps: hope my ohno icon will make something right again XD

[calerine.livejournal.com]

I am sorry. I am slow.

NO WORRIES! I SHALL FRIEND YOU NOW! (Because you are awesome and i've been wanting to do this for a long time and because 'they are jealous because we are special!')
(Sorry, I'm quoting my lit text nowO.o)

I read my old stories sometimes. And wince. A LOT. And still do at my new work too, sometimes XD

Well, we have our moments:D