I lack spine, I know

[rikke_leonhart]

Dear anon commenter(s) on Moments, Learn You Inside Out, Stars and various drawings,

I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it, but when you continously comment on my non-locked posts, drawings and fics, and keep on being anonymous, I'll just address it here and hope you read it. If not, tough, not my problem.
First of all, feel free to think of me as a nasty bitch, you're entirely entitled to your own opinions. Feel free to think my writing sucks and that my drawings are bad, though you contradict yourself a lot when you say what you do.
For example, you say, "You always say that your drawings are bad, even though you know they aren't."
Aha, earlier, you said I should stop posting them because they're ugly and now you say that I'm aware they are good. Make up your mind.
Secondly, you want me to stop deluding myself with thinking that people here actually like me. Now, I know for a fact that at least some of them like me, but take that up with my flist if you feel like it. They would, probably, not have friended me if they thought I was the biggest idiot in the universe.
Thirdly - you say I'm sick and a twisted fuck, and that I'm hiding my true and ugly self from my flist. And why?
"You write twincest and you hide it. The people on your f-list doesn't know who you are."
Eeeeeeh. It doesn't exactly take a genius to find my old fic-journal. You found it, didn't you?
I don't feel like I've been hiding that fact, seeing as the fics have been posted publicly at more than one place. I cannot stress enough that it's purely fiction and that if I ever saw a pair of twins make out, I would probably freak the fuck out. It's fantasies, we're all entitled to have them.
If the internetz disturbs you, get out, seriously.

Lastly - I don't really get why you feel the need to comment and tell me, repeatedly, how much you hate my black guts. Seriously, feel free to think I'm the spawn of Satan and hope I burn in hell, I honestly don't give a flying fuck what you think of me, but it worries me that you bother to comment on eight posts. You need a life. OR Arashi in your life.
Possibly both.
If you have a problem with me, can't stand me or my presence here, then what the hell are you even doing in my journal? That's just being masochistic.
Honestly, cheer up a bit. Search for Kitto Daijoubu on Youtube.

Love, Rikke.

 

THAT SAID, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, FLIST.

And in case you didn't know before this, yes, I wrote twincest, and yes, I read it. Not secret. If you want to de-friend me, go ahead.

How have you all been?
I know I've been horrible in getting back to you and checking up on you lately, but there's seriously not enough time! Anyone in possession of a time turner?

And I just bought the t-shirt TH designed for the Fashion Against Aids campaign - it's very pretty, actually.

*hugs you all*

/Runs off to Japanese class

Comments

[primroseshows.livejournal.com]

This person needs to grow up. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion but using such a hateful method to express it is just juvenile. And with a comment like this: "You always say that your drawings are bad, even though you know they aren't" I seriously doubt that the person hates your work. Maybe jealous? Frustrated? idek.

Re: twincest, lol. I can't judge, I was in HP fandom for a long time, ha ha, I know all about that stuff. Write whatever you want, bb, it's called fanfiction for a reason. :)

Hope this guy didn't make you too upset. It's great to see you addressing it in the open like this though. Be strong! ♥

[rikke-leonhart.livejournal.com]

Idk, I'm getting more and more convinced that this anon is severely butthurt D:

Well, I'll just write what I want to as long as I think it's fun^^ And I'm really considering promoting my old fic-journal xD Childish? Yes xD

No, not really. It's not as if I'm actually upset, I just think it's annoying T___T

Thank you for your support <3